Sunday, September 26, 2010

How Great is My God

I hate the times when I do something stupid, even if God and I are the only ones effected by it. It sometimes is so easy to slip up. That is why God's grace amazes me so. I do not understand how anyone can love that much. Jesus gave his life on the cross to pay for my stupidity and sin. Why? I am not even expected to repay Him for His sacrifice. In fact, no matter how hard I might try I will never even be able to return a tenth, a hundredth, of what I have been given. The very little love and service that I can render Him hardly seem worth a hundred dollars, much less His very life.

I suppose I will continue to ponder His great love and mercy for the rest of my life. I may one day understand more then I do now, but no human can ever began to grasp the enormity of it. And that is part of the wonder and fascination which my God holds for me. It is always the "Why?" that keeps me seeking fervently to know Him in a deeper fashion. Mysteries intrigue me, God intrigues me. And so....I continue on, winding down this path we call life looking right and left, up and down, and all around for clues to who my God is. I want so much to come to the end of my journey and still have this childlike awe of the enormous God that I serve.

"For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him shall not parish, but shall have ever lasting life" (John 3:16).

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey Kat!!! :)
God is so great!!!! He blesses us enormously and only asked us to worchip him and none else. What he asks of us is really little compared to what he has given us. Oh why can't we give him our best. Human selfishness is why. We need to always train our focus on him and not on ourselves to be successful in life.
God is so Awesome!!!!
Today's a new day. I wonder what it will bring!
Have a great day and week! Love you sister in Christ!

Kathryn said...

Thanks for taking the time to comment. :) You know how it makes my day.
In Him,
Kathryn